| OKay all |
[Apr. 8th, 2008|12:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis | ] |
I know I've been sucking lately but I've figured I've waited long enough.
We're (and by we're i mean me and my brain) are officially getting rid of foax_emo_o3o and switching over to ideally_me.
The birthday is wrong on it i know. Ignore. Don't question either. just add ideally_me if you ever want me to comment or look at your lj's again lol
okay i should really be doing some GDD work and i needa go potty SO bad lol
okay bye! love love love! |
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| UUUHM... QUESTION. |
[Feb. 24th, 2008|11:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hot Fuzz | ] |
IS HEROES COMING BACK??
WHEN?!?!?!?!
-spazzes out- |
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| Oh Thank Gawd |
[Feb. 18th, 2008|05:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | With You- Chris brown | ] |
We made up at like 1 am when i finally responded to his texts trying to say lets not make this such a huge thing and just forget forget about it. and he apologized for me which made me more unhappy that he has to apologize for me because i cant do it well myself. but he said "you are you and i love you jsut the way you are. you dont need to apologize" and it just melted away everything because i cant believe he can take this shit and for soem reason still see me under the illusion he must have created for himself. he's so amazing. honestly, hemust have been made for me. because no sane person would take the shit i deal and bounce back so quickly from it consoling me rather than being mad about what ive said. he's basically perfect for me. i love him so much. ♥ |
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| Valentines Shmae |
[Feb. 11th, 2008|04:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lovesong- the Cure | ] |
So Valentine's Day is coming up. Boo wont let me get him anyhting...I'm a little sad about that but it's okay. I'm sewing him a really soft cuddle pillow. it'll have an adorable monster face. Iunno if he'll like it but he'll def pretend to. He got me a necklace that's all I know, i'm really excited about it too. he says i'll never take it off so we'll match how he never takes off his cross :3 So otherwise...
I really love him. and i'm scared he'll soon lose the ideal illusion he sees for me. Like maybe someone will point out something really annoying about me to him then it'll drive him nuts. i hate when that happens. he really loves me back and i trust him. he says things like "I love you so much I don't care what that heartless bastard said about you." And i believe him. But spending 5 days apart trying to keep upbeat durring the week only seeing him on the weekends is slowly hurting more and more. im not allowed to visit anyone anywhere durring the weekdays. and if i dont see him once a weekend it hurts me too much to even bother going to school or dressing properly. But then i never get to see my friends ;________; I see mary constantly because she's at home w/ me now, i have the ability to see here. but i miss tammy so much ;_______; I MISS YOU! and ihavent seen erica even tho i've tried. I just dont know how im gonna cope w/ this for the next 3 years. i better get perkasets or soemthing. i dont know. i really love him i really want us to last. i dont want to have to find anyone else. james is really good for me. he's really good TO me. the best part is we both love everything each other does. our little quirks. funny voices, wrestling matches, nose bites and body blankets hahaha i love us. we make each other laugh, and so happy. i want this to last.
it will. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 14th, 2008|10:55 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Rohm & Haas | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Buzzing florecent lights. | ] |
I'm sitting in my mother's work, after being forced to get up at 6;30 this morning. A horrific punishment for last night.
Here goes.
( James and Erin Get Lost. )
Good day, shitty night. I really don't know why the boy puts up with as much shit that happens to us, as he does. He's good tho. well off to lunch.
PEACE SUCKAS. lol |
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| inspired by themselves |
[Dec. 17th, 2007|05:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dirty Little Secret- All American Rejects | ] |
I was listening to Dirty Little Secret then saw the music video for Seether's Fine Again and it had the same idea of holding up horrible truths and I just felt like sharing and asking back what you feel like stating.
( Secrets, secrets, are no fun )
Share? |
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| tammys girl survey |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|12:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Shadow of the Day- Linkin Park | ] |
LONGEST GIRL SURVEY EVER
-Don't be shy, Fill it all out-
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
nevah
2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
yes just two unless its cheek then 4
3. Are you happy with your looks?
most of the time, aka when im not at a mirror
4. Do you enjoy drama?
not so much no.
5. Are you a girly girl?
i can be but only when its not freezing out.
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
James
7. Small or large purses?
medium, to small. i dont like giant beach bag purses
8. Are you short?
NO!
9. Do you like someone?
my boy
10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
turn around and glare at them, hit them if they're one of my co-workers
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
only if they're wet and dirty
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
EW no
13. Are you a bitch?
most of the time
14. Are you double jointed?
nu ;____;
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
underneath another body XO it's weird as hell
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
not in the past 24 hours
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
IS THERE?
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
YES its fun lol
20. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
i dont have guy lj friends ;_________;
[ ] I do wear make up
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh
[x] I like rap
[x] i like techno
[ ] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I owned a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I owned a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I get bored watching football
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] My friends/family are the best.
[x] I have/had piercings.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra?
orange/red
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
not at the moment, but 2 hrs ago yes
5. Do you have a best friend?
uhm yeah what am i a pathetic loser?
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah..
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
once. just once.
8. Do you like your life?
only on mondays.
9. Do you shop at hollister?
yes but i cant afford it so i never BUY at Hollister
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
no
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
no
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
girls
13. How long have you had myspace?
since...sophmore year
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
yes....lots
15. What are your biggest fears?
not living my life.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah lets not talk about it kthx
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yeah
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
only for certain people
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yeah
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
no
21. Are you currently missing someone?
yeah and i just saw him last night, how pathetic
57 Girl Confessions
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?
Preppy or Punk/Goth?
prep
Taller or Shorter?
taller
Face or Body?
GOTTA be both
Sweet or Sexy?
sweet
Well-educated or Dropout?
well-ejumicated
Armani or Abercrombie?
ambercrombie
City-slicker or Rural?
doesnt matter
Contacts or Glasses?
glasses
Funny or Serious?
funny
Romantic or Daredevil?
romantic
Cute or Hot?
cute
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
dark, light possess me its not good
Long Hair or Short Hair?
not buzz short not jesus long.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
straight
Clean-cut or Rough?
sometimes both
Good Dancer or Good Singer?
singer
Basketball Player or Football Player?
football
Jock or Rebel?
rebel
Smoker or Non-smoker?
NON
Drunk or Sober?
sober
Druggie or Clean?
clean
college or no college?
college
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?
car please i dont wanna be road skid
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?
CLEAN
Younger or Older?
my age
Player or Loyal?
loyal pleez
Bad or Nice?
nice |
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| im on a quiz rampage lol |
[Nov. 29th, 2007|01:36 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dreaming with a Broken Heart- John Mayer | ] |
AND I DIDNT EVEN PUSH!! i screamed when i saw it lolololol
What Is Your Animal Personality?
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| PWEESE AGREE OR DISAGREE!! |
[Nov. 29th, 2007|12:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dreaming with a Broken Heart- John Mayer | ] |
i wanna see whatll happen!! |
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| This just in: |
[Nov. 14th, 2007|03:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | enthralled | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Shawty You a Ten- The Dream | ] |
I FUCKING LOVE YOU MILO VENTIMIGLIA!! (aka Peter from Heroes)
in reference tooo this:
HAHAHAHAHA HE'S MY NEW PERFECT MAN LOLOLOLOLZ!!!
oooh dear lord.
i need to stop laughing or my chest will explode lol |
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| Seven |
[Nov. 14th, 2007|03:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Shawty You a Ten - The Dream | ] |
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Things that jump out at me.
2. Being alone (mostly in the dark, when i get that paranoid feeling. not really the future alone thing)
3. Having any of my limbs cut off.
4. Never kicking my ass in gear and having to live my life the way I'm slowly fucking it up.
5. My parents.
6. Failing others who need me.
7. Uncurable diseases.
SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. Having people like you.
2. Being genuinely happy and knowing it.
3. Sleep.
4. Being in a secure relationship.
5. Eating.
6. Arguing for funzies
7. Wrestling friends/boyfriend. (it's my new fav. hobby.)
SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. My bed.
2. Laptop.
3. All the keepsakes and memories of my relationship w/ Ben hidden under my bed.
4. Pictures of family and friends/ drawings from friends, and scraps of things that mean soemthing to me un my bulletin board.
5. iPod/D.S.
6. Cards from friends and family for the last 3 years. (I save those....weird.)
7. Ceiling fan (I'd die in the summer without it XP)
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. I sabotage my life and am now fully aware of it.
2. I haven't worn any shoes other than my UGGS for the last 3 weeks exactly.
3. I'm actually decent w/ piping, I helped my father set up our entire kitchen piping for sink and crap, and fixed my own toilet twice.
4. I'm not offended if someone says I'm like a dog. I'm very dog-like. I'm alright with it.
5. I'm finally over saying I'm fat. I'm not. (Now onto being that annoying friend telling other friends not to call themselves fat.)
6. I'm a sucker for accents, faux-hawks, glasses, and if you have all three I might just rape you in the middle of public.
7. I'm an extremely bad influence.
SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Return to Europe. Live there for a period of time.
2. Go sky diving.
3. Scuba dive.
4. Get more peircings.
5. Get a tattoo, or if not, design one. Or many.
6. Marry someone. Stay married to them.
7. Stop being angry.
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. Put my head behind my head.
2. Draw. GOOD.
3. Sing. Somewhat well.
4. Take a joke.
5. Take a punch.
6. Make friends.
7. Love someone.
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. Eat healthy.
2. Be healthy.
3. Not be insecure/clingly/overdramatic/angry/insane.
4. Take an insult from a complete stranger.
5. Do a cartwheel, or a split, or the monkey bars.
6. Listen to authority for my own good.
7. Do the speed limit.
SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. Eyes.
2. Pretty/cute face.
3. Extremely skinny.
4. Nerd. (aka loves geek things like gaming and computers, glasses is a plus :D)
5. Shy in public, comfortable around me. (I force that part ahahhaa)
6. Overly kind to the point of it being a flaw.
7. Freckles.
SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. Lol
2. Fuck you
3. No way!
4. True, true.
5. Understood.
6. I LOVE YOU! <3 <3 <3
7. Later
(^^^^ That's basically the skeleton of a fully blown AIM conversation with me....scary.)
SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
1. Milo Ventimiglia
2. Bret Harrison
3. Ryan Renolds
4. Hugh Laurie (don't judge me!)
5. Michael Cera (he's so cute! ina little boy way.)
6. J.T. (DOUBLE don't judge me!)
7. Dave Annable (just met him today off 2007's SEXIEST MAN ALIVE list....oh god I wanna bake cookies off you.)
ERICA, TAMMY, DI.
DO IT. lol |
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| Fate/Luck Stealing |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|12:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | white noise running through my head | ] |
I myself believe that i steal luck. from others around me.
tonight proved it for me.
( My horrible sappy/morbid story )
more or less. well.
don't tell me not to speed thats already on my to-do list.
i'm lucky to still be here and unharmed, and i thank my jamie for taking the crap-fest to maintain my health.
poor boy.
loves you all tho <3 <3 <3
ima go to bed. i dont know what to truely make of this so if you care to put in your two cents, by all means. |
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| Limits |
[Nov. 9th, 2007|01:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Best of You- Foo Fighters | ] |
Sometimes I like to wonder things about myself.
Not like what I expect from my life, what I'm really doing here.
More like...
How many Advil's could my body take in one sitting before I pass out? Or til I knock myself into a coma? Or til I damage something?
How many accidental breaths of water could I take before I drown?
If the moment came, could I actually put my 7 years of karate and defense learning into action and stop an attacker? Or would I freeze and struggle and still be attacked/killed/raped?
Could I out run a zombie? If yes, how long for? Could I outrun a new-age zombie?
Could I handle living forever if I got turned into a vampire? What would turning into one feel like?
What would happen if I just stopped. Just stopped going to school, listening to my parents, did what I did when I felt like and never became a fully-functioning member of society?
Somethings I just like to wonder.
-shrugg- I'm kinna crazy, but I just stop at the questions, I never put each one to the test. Course not the zombie or vampire ones cause....duh, but the limit ones. I just like to wonder sometimes. |
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| Heroes |
[Oct. 16th, 2007|03:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Heroes | ] |
HOKAY im watching it online ima keep updating this ev. time something new happens rofl but first LMFAO how'd i know it was sylar laying o nthe ground
OH SYLAR I LOVES JUUUU hahaha btw. i say he's faking.
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aaww nathans kids soo cuuute <3
aww nathans mom sacrificing herself
WHAT IS HER FREAKING POWER.
I WANT TO KNOW!! AAAUGHH!!!
LOL
'i can't stop thinking about what happened yesterday!
i finally have someone i can be myself with!!'
'yeaaahh about that. we can't hang out anymore'
"is it because we flew together??'
lmfao its like 'is it my clothes??? my hair??? my flying thats it isnt it, DAMNIT, i should have freaking flew you to france STUPID STUPID STUPID!'
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LOL 'are you reading my mind right now?'
'no. yes. sorry.'
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AW CRISSAKES BLEEDING EYES GIRL YOU'RE GIVING YOUR BRAIN TO SYLAR ON A SILVER PLATTER!!!
'do you have any family there?'
'nu.'
-sylar in his head- peeerrrfect MWA HAHAHAHAHAAA!! MWAAA HHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAAAA!!
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sylar = genius.
bleeding eyes girl = total sap.
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1. no effing way she did that w/out looking down.
2. i thought she was gonna like cut off her thumb and have regeneration
3. so shes sees things then immediately knows how to do them?
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claire- bullshit bullshit bully bully bullshit :D
mr bennet- .....need a lift?
claire-...uuhhmm...what now?
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OH NOOOESS!!!
PARKMAN'S DAD IS PART OF THE BIG GROUP!!!
OH DIIZZAAAMM!!
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1. lol cheap date.
2. where'd the mascara come from.
LIES.
3. awww nostalgic hometown story blaaah blaaaah blaah.
4. okay ima admit the free fall, swoop down and catch scene...REALLY REALLY ADORABLE <3
but 5? ..just cause she did it doesnt mean she trusts you...she knew she'd live anyway.
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OH NOOOESSS
PARKMANS DAD EQUALS NEW BAD GUY!!!
NUUUUUUUU!!! ;_______________;
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LOL 'if we're gonna keep seeing each other we gotta come up w/ soemthing good'
TELL ME MR BENNETS RIGHT THERE BEHIND THEM. TTTEELLL me lol
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OOOOHHH GOOOODDDD that black wifebeaterr
EEENNNNGGG
WAANNNT
SYLAR...
SOOOO
BAADD
LMFAO
'there are killers in the car w/ us'
-sylar in head- HAHAHAHA everyone cept for youuuuu
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OH GOLLY?!?!?!?!
LMFAAAOOOO
Fidfkjhjfkjkdsfljakdjf!!!
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damn claire....that act was ACTUALLY convincing for once.
nice lie.
itll work foorrr oooh iunno a DAY before you eff it up like normal?
awesome.
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OH GOD THAT SUCKS MATT.
YOU SENT HER INTO A CONSCIOUS COMA
OOH MAH GAAAAWD |
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| Emote. |
[Oct. 15th, 2007|01:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | guilty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Kill the Messenger- Jacks Mannequin | ] |
so. yeah
if everyone's gonna say something
i will too.
emotions make us so weak.
i wish i didn't have them.
but i do.
now i have to deal with the problem at hand.
wish me luck.
i'm off to break a heart other than my own. |
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| Hogwarts Elite |
[Oct. 12th, 2007|02:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Disarm- Smashing Pumpkins | ] |
I'm so terribly excited. me and mary applied for the Hogwarts Elite lj community
YES IM A HUGE EFFING NERD. GET. OVER IT.
we spend like almost 2 whole days on it rofl
im actually quite pleased w. myself.
i think we did good.
oh and mare, i was reading peoples sorting comments??
so many many effing people go
'i dont know why i just get this bad feeling while reading your app.'
its like........wtf. its not like they're saying
KILL KILL KILL I LOVE RAPING AND PILLAGING!
(hokay maybe that ONE squibbed person lol)
but its pissing me off 'i just get a bad feeling form your app'
WTF. thats NOT a real reason.
thats you trying to get your 30 sorts out of the way and not having to actually read them.
all they're doing is saying mmm bad feeling! squib!
then they think they're done.
its gay.
oh well!
we're excited.
about 3 weeks wait for ours to queue before anyone even gets to SEE it!
wish us luck!
<3 |
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| damn you azn tang. |
[Oct. 5th, 2007|04:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Everlong- Foo Fighters | ] |
1. I've come to realize my ex:
wasn't exactly who i thought he was. but somehow he's exactly the same
2. I've come to realize that I talk :
too much too fast
3. I've come to realize that I love :
who i am dispite what others think
4. I've come to realize that I have:
a good thing going righ tnow even if its not exactly what i wanted
5. I've come to realize that I lost:
the game
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
people correcting my speech, my mind frame, me as a whole.
7. I've come to realize that marriage is :
not going to be as easy to accomplish as i wish
8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking :
about something everyone else is.
9. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
loud annoying but deep down compassionate for those who deserve it
10. I've come to realize that I have a crush on :
my ex's best friend X____________________X
11. I've come to realize that the last time I truly cried was:
monday night
12. I've come to realize that My cell phone is :
always on my mind
13. I've come to realize that When I wake up in the morning:
i need to get up so i can pass school
14. I've come to realize that Before I go to sleep at night I:
find myself thinking about everyone
15. I've come to realize that Right now I am thinking about:
what is he really thinking
16. I've come to realize that Babies are :
cute when they are silent.....some are just ugly tho.
17. I've come to realize that I get on myspace.
once a day to clear the spam
18. I've come to realize that Today I:
will be going to a job i hate
19. I've come to realize that Tonight I will :
be online hoping hes not so smashed he'll respond to me
20. I've come to realize that Tomorrow I will
be SO EXCITED FOR TAMMYS!! XD
21. I've come to realize that I really want to:
date him
22. I've come to realize that The person who is most likely to repost this:
is there anyone left?
LINDSEY TELL ME YOUR LIIFE!!! |
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| AWESOME. |
[Oct. 2nd, 2007|01:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Pretender- Foo Fighters | ] |
so now im in the littlest give and take Friends w/ benefits session ever.
he relapsed into this huge im turning my life around
"FOR THE BETTER"
NUH UH! NUH UH UH UH UH! its like...so FRUSTRATING
trying to LISTEN to that
while im just thinking how unreasonable he's being on himself
something always comes around to sock me in the face after i finally think im happy
JUST to remind me im not.
thenks life.
THENKS AGAIN. |
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| mmm yeah i figured |
[Oct. 1st, 2007|01:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Time Wont Let Me go- The Bravery | ] |
So about how im so corrupting that i drove an obsessively religious person into having sex.
at first it was like an accomplishment
now i feel horrible cause he does.
not to mention i feel bad cause i want more.
-sigh- ohhh mee.... |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 18th, 2007|10:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Everbody's Changing- Keane | ] |
ben broke up with me
so im not gonna touch facebook for a while..that where he did it.....uhm...kay
just wanted to put it somewhere cause i cant talk about it yet without sobbing
love you guys |
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